We always remember our first love
That’s what everyone says
I’d have to agree
Mine made sure, I never forget
My best friend
Much before we turned lovers
He charmed me blind
With all his wit
And with the air, I’d flutter
My naive being
So in awe of him
Absolutely consumed by his persona
With blurring memories
Of who I was
The center of my universe
Casting a slow but permanent eclipse
Long before I knew
I was all alone
All the faces had faded away
As he mercilessly sucked my soul
The only future I could see
Was one with him and fake rainbows
My mind and heart
Refused to see the masked shadow
His wicked aura caged my wings away
While gently choking me, breath by breath
His husky voice said
He loved me
And I could never doubt that voice
It swooned me thorough
And worked like a drug
A night came
When the alcohol never stopped to flow
And his senses must’ve gone completely numb
From a state of unconscious
Something felt like it was crushing me
When my mind struggled to wake me up enough
His drunk hunky body,
Lay on top of me
Taking away what was left of me
What I had willingly given before
That night became his right
My insides were screaming, inaudible, incoherent
My brain registered something
But locked it away for a while
I cried for months
When I lost him to another
He said he would love me forever
I doubted his words never
It’s been years now
Since I let go of my first love
But that night still makes sure
I never forget who he was
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